ISHRA STORY : DHAKKAN'S DIARY Part 5

RECAP 

After reading all of this , I was in shock state .


My brain started churning and my heart becomes heavy suddenly it hit me like a bucket of cold water.                   



OS~DHAKKAN'S DIARY PART 5

Raman's narration :


Then it hit me .



The protective feeling , I had towards Ishita was not because of brotherly love. Not friendly love


Every single  time any boy would hurt her, my heart and mind used to burst with anger.


And when I saw my dhakkan upset , I always wanted to be the one to make her cheerup.


This was totally not because of brotherly love. Hell , it was either  not friendly love at all.


It was love.pure love


After, all this time. I had been an idiot, Actually real Dhakkan is me only my ishu.


But I was actually in love.


I have to tell dhakkan.

Wo mujhse jitna pyar karti h utna hi pyar main bhi use karta hu...


Wo kaha Hogi?


Wo Mr. Symboisis use kaha leke gaya hoga?


Then I remembered her telling me that she ll go book  store after having dinner.


I hurriedly took a cab.



When, I finally reached the book store.



I saw my dhakkan smiling and laughing and talking to Mr.Symboisis.


The feeling that Ishu might actually be happy with him started to crawl through me.


Maybe, Ishu  didn't love me anymore. As I watched her I saw her hands were shaking

This only happened, when Dhakkan  was irritated.



I saw her discomfort .


Then I saw that Amit was a Whatsapp chatterbox and couldn't stop talking.


That's when the feeling of doubt left me.



I took a deep breath of faith and went inside the book store.


I went up to dhakkan and Amit stopped talking.



She got up and asked , "What are you doing here Raman ?"



And for the first ever in my life , I couldn't speak anything  in front of a girl.



So I pulled Dhakkan close and tried to hug her.



Guess what? Dhakkan slapped me and ran away.



I followed her hoping that Amit was not following us.


She stopped all of a sudden.


By this time my lungs was in mouth.


My heart was beating so fast.


Then she started crying.



"What do I do?" the only thing that was roaming through my mind.


I had never been in such a difficult situation before.



I pulled Dhakkan into a hug and held her in my arms.


And she hit me again.
again
Again
On my chest...

Ishu  started talking but was still crying. sobbing hitting
Me...tears in her eyes...now i feel how much she love me...i ddnt stop her...


And she said , "Why are you here raman ? And, why now? After all, these years, why now tell me ?




"You read my diary, didn't you?,

I don't need your pity love raman .Keep it for other.



"I don't want it."


Then I took her out of my arms and stared into her eyes.


And said , hey my Dhakkan
"Don't cry, please. Stop crying . I need to tell you something very important."


She looked at me and said , "What?"



I took a deep long  breath and close my eyes and said, "I ... I ..hmmm love you, and I know you love me too Dhakkan."


That time she looked hell angry and now , she looked furious.


" You loving me is the biggest lie raman , Miane bus tumahre muh se suna . I know you. I know how you are. Tumhe bus ek hi chiz aati hai

make girls feel loved and then leave them. Leave them with a broken heart

This was too much.


Ab main usse kah raha hu ki I loved you  and now she didn't believe me.



"Listen to me. I love you Dhakkan. I have only loved and will only love you. I am really sorry for all that I have done. But I really love you and please give me a chance to do things right.

aur wo sabhi ladkiya bus mere paise Mere Naam ke karan thi but you you always with me  And I swear I will not leave you. You are not like those girls I used to date. You are different."


and again I pulled her into my arms.




And Ishu  was still hitting me and trying to run away.

We were now on empty street...



I squeezed her tightly against my arms and said , "Main tumhe ab kahi nahi Jaane dunga Suna tumne Bahut ho gaya bus."


She suddenly stopped.


She looked up and slowly smiled.


And I leaned in closer and our lips touched into a kiss.


For the first time ever in my life , I had kissed the girl I loved and the best feeling  was that she loved me too.


I kissed dhakkans with all my love and to tell her that she was mine and mine only.

She smiled hug me tight...

She asked u relaize so late Raman...

u said me dumbo naa now i m agree with you...i m really ddnt know abt ur feelings but

But why dont u tell me how much you love me...why u hide so many things inside you... Sorry Dhakkan soo sorry...

She put her fingers on my lips...
Raman no need to sorry u reliazed its biggest thing for me...

I love u Ishita...i shouted...lift her in my arms and round round on empty street...rain drops on us...
I love u Ishita...


And from that day on , she was the only one for me and I was never going to let her go.


Not even in a thousand years.


EPILOGUE SOON